Join us October 14th for the Tiny Footprints Gala!


Summer Baby

As a teacher with a December birthday, I would’ve loved nothing more than to have a summer baby. When I discovered I was pregnant in November 2018, I was so excited about our July due date: a summer baby, just like I always wanted.⁠

We planned to tell our family at Christmas, tell our friends during the New Year…life was wonderful & we couldn’t have planned it any better.⁠

Fast forward a month later…none of those things came true. We spent my birthday in the hospital running tests because I worried about the amount of spotting I had seen the weekend before, when medical professionals treated me like an overly anxious first-time mom. How right I was to go because by that afternoon we knew: there was no heartbeat, our baby had died. I was told to go home, to take it easy – but it was my birthday, & the last thing I wanted was to sit in the silence of my home.⁠

I ended up labouring in a restaurant bathroom (I didn’t know that labour would still be involved before the 12-week mark!) & my husband rushed us home to have me deliver in our bathroom, amidst the screaming & the sorrow. We didn’t know we’d have to make the painful decision of flushing our baby down the toilet or throwing his remains into the garbage, a decision that haunted us for months after our loss. We didn’t even have a name yet, we didn’t know if he was a boy or a girl, we just knew that we had him for a few weeks & now he was gone.⁠

Healing afterwards took a long time- heartache, tears, therapy, grief. I channeled my pain into creating cards for my past self, the words of comfort I wish someone gave to me, & To Logan with Love was born. ⁠

Almost 2 years later, we still miss Logan every day (the name we chose posthumously. In our hearts know he was our little boy & who will counter us otherwise?) but we are determined to give his life purpose, no matter how short his time was on this earth. ⁠

And that summer birthday? We still celebrate in our small way – & sometimes a warm breeze passes & Logan says ‘Hello’.⁠

Thank you @tologanwithlove for #sharingmystoryofloss with us 💜⁠


every story matters

The Pregnancy & Infant Loss Support Centre is a non-profit registered charity that helps families connect to support on their path to healing after pregnancy or infant loss.  Families like yours can work with us and get support with a variety of services that hold space for your unique story. No matter at what stage of your parenthood journey you find yourself, your story will be heard here.

If you are ready to share your story, or you need help with your journey, get in touch with us.

For more stories like this, visit our Stories of Loss page
or visit #sharingmystoryofloss on Instagram

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Tiny Footprints Gala!

On October 14, 2023 the Pregnancy & Infant Loss Support Centre (PILSC) presents the 8th annual Tiny Footprints Gala.

This event is a beautiful and meaningful night to honour the pregnancy and infant loss community while raising vital funds for support. 

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50/50 Raffle

As part of our June 25th Run/Walk Sunday June 25, 2023 we are holding a 50/50 Raffle! Participating in this Raffle is open to everyone in Alberta. 

This is the perfect way to participate if you can’t attend the run/walk in person.

Want to join our Run/Walk? Visit this page

Book with Erin Winters

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